So here i go

So a new friend gave me the idea of starting a blog. I don't really know if it's a good idea, but it can't hurt can it? I guess it's cause right now i am in some major pain. You see my Ex was the love of my life. Four years with one guy, you have to love him. However as senior year drew to a close, we didn't know what to do. Then he made some decisions that made it very clear what path we were going to take. I however cannot forget how many good times we had and how much I loved and still do love him. Is that a bad thing. I don't know I guess i am just lost and confused. thats where my heart is at the moment